You may wonder why is the title “picking up the shredded pieces up…”?

It wasn’t easy for me to accept the actual fact that my favorite uncle who dotes on me the most on my mum side had cancer…In fact, he is suffering from liver cancer…For days, I didn’t talked to any body…I was only talking to my family and couple of close friends…things lighten up after I went to pray for him…I went to the church and temples around Singapore to pray for his health to recover…Most of you who had tuned yourself into my previous blogspot blog would have known that I’m a Catholic but after an incident after my Beloved Aunt’s funeral, I turned myself away from Catholic…I chose to be a free-thinker…I went to temples to pray and offer to shorten a couple of years of my life to give life to my uncle…

Things changed tremendously after my Aunt’s passed-on…she was like a mother to me as she didn’t had daughters only two sons…she taught me about life…how should a woman live her life…she was my role model…but I didn’t took her advise when I was younger, instead I wasted my life but she still had my utmost respect when I was in the rebellious stage of my life…Her death changed me into a better person…My past was terrible…I hit the clubs almost every night…I didn’t went to lectures because I couldn’t wake up…I preferred working than studying…I ran away from home and rented an apartment at Holland Village area to live alone…I was not that “someone who a guy would bring home to tell his mum that he wants to marry me” kinda girl…

And now, I’m just another tame little daddy’s girl again…Life had really dropped a few big bombs on me…But I know I would be able to make it through each time…because I will always have my family’s support…